Well, yesterday was my birthday party.

and i made out like a bandit, (people are so generous and they really didn't have to be, at all). But it was a blast.

I had to help set up and stuff, of course. but then i got to mingle around my friends and danced and it was really fun.

So, now i am legal. I can buy a lottery ticket, go vote, and have basically become an "adult".

But what does that actually mean, what does that entail? I know people in their forties who haven't grown up yet, but now I am expected to act like an adult? It's a scary process. Now i am almost on my way to college, going to become the woman that i am going to become.

I mean, even my relationships have gotten a bit more intense as I got a year older. Everything changed, and yet nothing has changed.
All I know is that i am looking for a job, and then trying to figure out where to go from here.

I mean, even my school had it's moment at my party, when two older women who graduated from there saw my party and asked where I had graduated from. It was a weird coincidence.

All i really wanted was a laptop, and I got that. everything else was nice. but i didn't need it. but it was a wonderful day, and i am glad people care so much about me to do all this for me. My boyfriend even got me a wii with the money he got for his graduation. I mean, I didn't want him to spend his money, but he did anyway.

I was just hoping that all these people wouldn't do so much for me, just give me a means so that i can do for myself. which leads to the promblem of me getting a job over the summer. i've been having trouble getting one, and everyone says i should've started earlier, instead of actually helping me or something. but oh well, something will come through. it always does

so now i leave with a nice note, saying that it was a fun, wonderous day, and i wouldn't have spent it any other way.

adieu!