Well. Yeah. It's been months since I've been on. But I've been busy. Doing non artsy things. And un-learning grammar, as you can tell by this post so far.

I think I'm going to attempt to revamp my deviant art. I don't know when that will happen. Maybe when I feel like I've gotten better?

I've also majorly cut down on my watch list. I'm just way too busy to see everyone's stuff. I basically am just going to stay on the down low for a bit longer. I"ve been really busy having a college life. And then a summer of reflection (aka, I didn't have a job) But now I feel like the bug is coming back.

So I shall see what will happen

This vague ramble was brought to you by, yours truly, Nina.

See, college takes up lotsa and lotsa of time. Which sucks a little bit, but at the same time keeps me busy, since it there's still a lot of stuff going on in my life. Stupid sidenotes in the grand expanse called existence.

Anyway, there are a couple of things that I've been annoyed about. I am thinking about blogging about them, but seeing as how I am not a terribly wonderful blogger, though I do have a livejournal, I'll just mention them briefly. Drunkeness annoys, as does people who are elitist. And i have experience a LOT of that while here.

Oh, the stories of implications that I could tell....Cause, you know, no one ever actually says elitist things outright. They are drunk when they say outright things, otherwise, they imply it.

Now, I could delve into that, but that would be a slight waste of energy, and I'm just trying to get back into the deviant art phase. I think the problem is that I have no scanner. And won't probably...for four years.

Oh well. Life goes on, and I can write stuff. Works out in the end. Though, that would mean I would have to get off my lazy ass and actually write something. I've written a total of 1....and I'm serious....1 poem while at college. I did get into knitting though, so I haven't been so creatively starved.

Yet, I think one of the issues is that I just haven't had a need, per se, to write. Whereas high school was just one issue in itself that I needed to spill my soul out onto a piece of paper. Which resulted in a lot of bad poetry.

I think another reason is that I haven't been part of a writing club either. Though I was considering joining newspaper. Gah, I want to do everything here, but I can only be one person!!!

On a last note, I was a Stepford wife for Halloween party yesterday. Twas enjoyable.

ttfn

it's been almost another month since i've posted anything. Oh well.

I'M AT COLLEGE NOW!

it's really cool. Last week I went to a diversity program, and met so many people there. And learned so much about issues, and it was amazing. Tomorrow I actually go to orientation, and that should be a lot of fun.

Other then that, not too much has happened. I'm just hanging out in the campus center, and it's a blast. I think I am really going to enjoy my time here.

So, with that, I shall leave for bigger and brighter things. And a possible DA submission.

Possibly.

Oh wow.

It's been more then a month since i've actually posted anything.

My bad. I got addicted to other sites, read some books, made my summer busy. And since I wasn't actually putting stuff up or anything, I didn't have much reason to come on.

So, here is the update:

NOTHING HAS HAPPENED

and that's it. Nothing will happen till I go off to college. Which is in a couple of weeks.

Unless you say that reading Harry Potter is an event. To that fact, I read it, and am sad it is over.

And, that's all folks.

Well, yesterday was my birthday party.

and i made out like a bandit, (people are so generous and they really didn't have to be, at all). But it was a blast.

I had to help set up and stuff, of course. but then i got to mingle around my friends and danced and it was really fun.

So, now i am legal. I can buy a lottery ticket, go vote, and have basically become an "adult".

But what does that actually mean, what does that entail? I know people in their forties who haven't grown up yet, but now I am expected to act like an adult? It's a scary process. Now i am almost on my way to college, going to become the woman that i am going to become.

I mean, even my relationships have gotten a bit more intense as I got a year older. Everything changed, and yet nothing has changed.
All I know is that i am looking for a job, and then trying to figure out where to go from here.

I mean, even my school had it's moment at my party, when two older women who graduated from there saw my party and asked where I had graduated from. It was a weird coincidence.

All i really wanted was a laptop, and I got that. everything else was nice. but i didn't need it. but it was a wonderful day, and i am glad people care so much about me to do all this for me. My boyfriend even got me a wii with the money he got for his graduation. I mean, I didn't want him to spend his money, but he did anyway.

I was just hoping that all these people wouldn't do so much for me, just give me a means so that i can do for myself. which leads to the promblem of me getting a job over the summer. i've been having trouble getting one, and everyone says i should've started earlier, instead of actually helping me or something. but oh well, something will come through. it always does

so now i leave with a nice note, saying that it was a fun, wonderous day, and i wouldn't have spent it any other way.

adieu!